So, Beth and I just got back from Atlanta, Georgia where I spent all day Saturday with about 300 other people who were auditioning for Gospel Dream 2008. Gospel Dream is basically American Idol for the Christian singer. This was one of those things for me where it was like, “Well, I’m not too old for this. I love to sing. Why not give it a shot?” Plus, I had some family encouraging me. They only took three people – and to cut to the chase I was NOT one of them. At the end of it all I learned a little more about myself and feel as if I have a clearer picture of how God wants me to serve Him (and no – this wasn’t it).
Let’s start with some background on the audition process. You registered online before the event. No biggie. All that did was get your name in their database. I got to the hotel where the auditions were being held at around 6:30. I was 28th in line. Sign-in started at 9:00 so I had some time to chat with the people in line with me. That was fun. I met a very nice young man from Northern Georgia, a wonderful woman from Eastern Georgia and a nice couple who had drove in from Texas. We had a lot of fun just talking and passing the time. At 9:00 we went in and got our picture taken and our audition number. We then went in a holding room to wait for our number to be called. They took people in groups of ten so I was in the third group. While we were waiting “Mama D” was acting as the Master of Ceremonies and kept people entertained. And a lot of times the other contestants did that also – but I’ll get to that later.
So, your number is called, you go up and tell a nice young lady what song you’re singing off of the list they gave you (you had to pick from a list – I’m guessing because of rights to sing them on the show). You then went and waited your turn to sing. You were called in one at a time and went in to sing in front of one judge. I sang in from of talent scout Ron Grant (click here for video from the Chicago Auditions). It was him, two cameramen and a woman keeping time. You had 30 seconds – that’s it – then it was thank you, goodbye – no feedback, no “You’re going to Hollywood baby” – nothing. However, for me it was a little different. I sang Jeremy Camp’s “Walk By Faith” for my audition song. After I finished my 30 seconds he then asked me to sing something traditional. I was a little thrown off as I was expecting to be pushed out of the room. I asked him if there was something particular and he said, “How about some Amazing Grace” – so I sang a little of that. Now, I still had the Jeremy Camp song in my head – and I sang Amazing Grace like I was singing that song – which wasn’t good. Looking back I’m guessing he wanted to hear me do something a little smoother and purer. Oh well.
So, we then had to go back to the holding room and sit, and sit, and sit, and wait – for possible call-backs and for the final results. In the meantime many other people decided to take advantage of the open mic and…sing. And it was the most painful, ear-splitting, excruciating hours of my life. People that you will probably see when the show airs beginning on June 1st. I can’t judge their spirit – but it quickly became a series of “I’m going to show up them” with long runs, mis-hit high notes and one song with many keys “performances”.
At the end of the day, I’m not too upset that I didn’t move on – though I’d be lying if I said it wouldn’t have been cool. The first person to move on was a Jeffrey Ho – something or other and when they called his name I thought it was mine – talk about your heart dropping into your stomach. Plus, I may still be on the TV so check it out when it starts airing in June on the Gospel Music Channel – watch for the Atlanta auditions.
I know that God has plans for me. As Jeremiah 29:11 says, “”For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
While this may not have been it, it doesn’t change who I am or what I will do with my life or how I will serve. As Andy Stanley said in his sermon yesterday – my faith is not built on an event – my faith is built on the solid rock that is Christ Jesus. I just have to continue to listen for His guidance and be willing to go wherever His plans will take me.